I have PDD-NOS, and ADD. In real life, usually I don't talk, which is why I prefer being on communities online. On the internet, I can be who I wanna be (same with games). Turning off the screen and going outside will just make me superbored and sad. I live with my mother and brother and they both are autistic, different though. Basically, nothing is normal here. I feel lonely, but when I'm in a group of people I get jealous and want to leave again. Of course, this is not something you guys can help me with. But I say this, because in this post alone, is more dialog than I said out loud this whole day. Meaning Left4Green is the only place I feel comfortable with saying this. So just remember sometimes I talk about myself too much in my posts, it's not to show off or anything. Pfew. This is done. Thank you guys! This feels better. And the paranoia thing, I just pretend that never happened. And what happens if Left4Green dissapears? Then what are you going to do?