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Day by day.. things get busy..
One word: Future
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Day by day.. things get busy..
One word: Future
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Day by day.. things get busy..
One word: Future
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I'm fucking tired man, I thought it'd get better, They said it will but I've come to realize that its all a lie. Everyday I wake up. Follow the same routine over and over again, It's like I'm stuck in a 4 bar audio loop, I can't seem to stop. I can't find happiness in anything even if I do it is of very short duration. Life is futile at this point and I don't know what to make of it. This feeling of emptiness has followed me my entire life, Its like the only thing I have to call my own. My heart aches every night and I feel this unbearable weight in my chest, I don't have the strength to carry on like this everyday. Death seems like the only valid option at this point but its saddening that I'm much of a coward to do the deed. I don't know man. I'm tired and I feel like I always will be. A tired soul in search of something that's not really there. I've disassociated with almost everyone I know, At this very moment I'm holding back my tears and false promising myself things will change. I feel like I'm in a fucking desert and the happiness is nothing but a mirage.
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I'm fucking tired man, I thought it'd get better, They said it will but I've come to realize that its all a lie. Everyday I wake up. Follow the same routine over and over again, It's like I'm stuck in a 4 bar audio loop, I can't seem to stop. I can't find happiness in anything even if I do it is of very short duration. Life is futile at this point and I don't know what to make of it. This feeling of emptiness has followed me my entire life, Its like the only thing I have to call my own. My heart aches every night and I feel this unbearable weight in my chest, I don't have the strength to carry on like this everyday. Death seems like the only valid option at this point but its saddening that I'm much of a coward to do the deed. I don't know man. I'm tired and I feel like I always will be. A tired soul in search of something that's not really there. I've disassociated with almost everyone I know, At this very moment I'm holding back my tears and false promising myself things will change. I feel like I'm in a fucking desert and the happiness is nothing but a mirage.
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Getting a Visa is a nice achievement, Isn't it?
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Getting a Visa is a nice achievement, Isn't it?
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Why Ukrainian Airline is so cheap? (UIA) I feel like after booking a ticket, they will tell me to pay more afterwards. (Happened to me once before with a different airline)
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They see me hairy..
They call me Mahairy.. \o/
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They see me hairy..
They call me Mahairy.. \o/
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When you about to start a race and say "let's top this" actually if you say it loud it's like: "Let stop this". So thats really strange