well that's your opinion, keep it. I'm just happy in my condition, i believe in nothing except life, life is priceless. i respect religious people. Sometimes when i see some very deep believers , i feel lucid... I have passed one week with a friend in a ski camp with "extrem" catholic and i was surprised by how close-minded they are, a lot of them believe in god cause they are afraid of god and the others because they born in a hard believer family so that explain the thing. I read some of the rules,everything who can give you some mind liberty is prohibited... I talked with the priest of the camp, he was not open-minded, his ideas was very conformist...