I have PDD-NOS, and ADD. In real life, usually I don't talk, which is why I prefer being on communities online. On the internet, I can be who I wanna be (same with games). Turning off the screen and going outside will just make me superbored and sad. I live with my mother and brother and they both are autistic, different though. Basically, nothing is normal here. I feel lonely, but when I'm in a group of people I get jealous and want to leave again. Of course, this is not something you guys can help me with. But I say this, because in this post alone, is more dialog than I said out loud this whole day. Meaning Left4Green is the only place I feel comfortable with saying this. So just remember sometimes I talk about myself too much in my posts, it's not to show off or anything. Pfew. This is done. Thank you guys! This feels better. And the paranoia thing, I just pretend that never happened. I know just how you feel :'] Try to find new friends, new people to hang out with. People you feel confortable with... Maybe start a sport, or just start doing something you like, and you will most likely meet people that likes the same things as you do, then it shouldn't be that hard We'll always be here for you ;D