My mind is playing tricks on me (Psychosis??)

[BinSlayer]

just tell your parents what's going on.. don't be ashame, they have to understand and will most certainly help you..

you dont have to fight this alone

[deathbycrowbar]

Just turn off your computer. Have a break for a few days. Don't look at any screens, just go outside and get some exercise or read a book. Mental problems like this don't come out of thin air. They have triggers, there is something in your lifestyle that is not right and you need to find out what it is.

[QTesla]

I agree with everything Deathbycrowbar said.

You need a break, go out and have some fun! Go sleep earlier than you usually do. ( Do exercise or tire yourself out so you are tired quickly) and just sleep.

I'm no expert but Just trying to help

[deathbycrowbar]

Do exercise or tire yourself out so you are tired quickly.

That. It is really true. You don't get tired just staring at a screen.

[BlueYoshi97]

okay, if it's all true, you might have OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder) and some kind of anxiety.

do you have any kind of social fear?

I have PDD-NOS, and ADD. In real life, usually I don't talk, which is why I prefer being on communities online. On the internet, I can be who I wanna be (same with games).

Turning off the screen and going outside will just make me superbored and sad. I live with my mother and brother and they both are autistic, different though. Basically, nothing is normal here. I feel lonely, but when I'm in a group of people I get jealous and want to leave again.

Of course, this is not something you guys can help me with. But I say this, because in this post alone, is more dialog than I said out loud this whole day. Meaning Left4Green is the only place I feel comfortable with saying this. So just remember sometimes I talk about myself too much in my posts, it's not to show off or anything.

Pfew. This is done. Thank you guys! This feels better. And the paranoia thing, I just pretend that never happened.

[QTesla]

You my friend, Need to get drunk.

[stalker-dude(nl)]

You my friend, Need to get drunk.

And you my friend, need to quit drinking....

Edited September 11, 2010 by stalker-dude(nl)

[deathbycrowbar]

okay, if it's all true, you might have OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder) and some kind of anxiety.

do you have any kind of social fear?

I have PDD-NOS, and ADD. In real life, usually I don't talk, which is why I prefer being on communities online. On the internet, I can be who I wanna be (same with games).

Turning off the screen and going outside will just make me superbored and sad. I live with my mother and brother and they both are autistic, different though. Basically, nothing is normal here. I feel lonely, but when I'm in a group of people I get jealous and want to leave again.

Of course, this is not something you guys can help me with. But I say this, because in this post alone, is more dialog than I said out loud this whole day. Meaning Left4Green is the only place I feel comfortable with saying this. So just remember sometimes I talk about myself too much in my posts, it's not to show off or anything.

Pfew. This is done. Thank you guys! This feels better. And the paranoia thing, I just pretend that never happened.

And what happens if Left4Green dissapears? Then what are you going to do?

[Botervloot]

Even with several physical obstacles, a trained mind can learn to adept and lower the specified disease/problem.

Same goes for pain.

[The Lazy Peon]

It might be a good idea to tell your mother/ family. It might seem hard and a little embarissing at first- but it will definately help you.

Apart from that, stick to what the other guys have said. Get outside a little more, Sleep lots and do things that you generally enjoy.

We are always here for you yoshi, remember that: but don't let it tie you down either.

[TheGreenGrasshopper]

I know what you mean about the talking stuff yoshi =P

You'll find some people irl that you will talk to like as if you're on here talking to us ^^

[BlueYoshi97]

Thank you.

[VMR]

okay, if it's all true, you might have OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder) and some kind of anxiety.

do you have any kind of social fear?

I have PDD-NOS, and ADD. In real life, usually I don't talk, which is why I prefer being on communities online. On the internet, I can be who I wanna be (same with games).

Turning off the screen and going outside will just make me superbored and sad. I live with my mother and brother and they both are autistic, different though. Basically, nothing is normal here. I feel lonely, but when I'm in a group of people I get jealous and want to leave again.

Of course, this is not something you guys can help me with. But I say this, because in this post alone, is more dialog than I said out loud this whole day. Meaning Left4Green is the only place I feel comfortable with saying this. So just remember sometimes I talk about myself too much in my posts, it's not to show off or anything.

Pfew. This is done. Thank you guys! This feels better. And the paranoia thing, I just pretend that never happened.

I know just how you feel :']

Try to find new friends, new people to hang out with. People you feel confortable with...

Maybe start a sport, or just start doing something you like, and you will most likely meet people that likes the same things as you do, then it shouldn't be that hard

We'll always be here for you ;D

[QTesla]

Gonna sound weird, but maybe you should join an after/before school club? or even out of school.

You'll make a lot more friends and after a while you're "problems" will just be a thing of the past.

[bastardman]

well I don't know Yoshi

I'd say you'd get help from a therapist, and try to pump your self esteem a bit more

[Damien]

Give yourself a goal in life to work up to, it will give your subconsciousness some peace when you have a meaning in life. Its hard to give advice, because everybody is different and has other solutions to their problems. I agree that you should have a friend to talk with, it helps you to see the reality. Good luck in your struggle, you will need it. :S

[Silver Dot]

You probably have OCD or something.

When I go outside I'm automatically pissed.

Edited September 13, 2010 by Silver Dot