deathbycrowbar

When you have depression It's impossible to think about what you like doing. It just crushes you, it's almost like a physical weight. Personally I find listening to really depressive music helps me alot. It makes me more outwardly miserable....sort of extracts the depression so it's easier to deal with.

I used to have some of your problems when I was younger (about 9-10). I used to have an intense fear of murderers. I was convinced that anyone who came into the house was going to try and kill me and my family... seems really weird now I look back on it. I'm just 'strange' in other ways now. I have intense suicidal thoughts usually about three or four times a month and generally don't see the point of existence. However, I do have a good friend who I talk to about these issues and I find talking to people helps alot. Talk to one of your friends, who you really trust, about your issues. It helps me anyway.

Ah cool. I can sort of understand these now. I'll finish the basic tutorials then have a crack at dechipering all that. Thing is I'm not just interested in making things, I'm also interested in how it all works.

Well basically I'm interested in learning lua coding for Garry's Mod. I've already worked through these starter tutorials up to the one on 'for loops' so I'm learning the basics but I want to know where I should go from there once I've finished these basic tutorials. I want to learn how to make SWEPS etc and I couldn't find any tutorials on that on the Garry's Mod wiki. I'd be interested to know how the people here who know some lua (Deluvas, Clavus, Ywa etc) learnt things. Maybe you could point me in the right direction?

We need more entries....

The green fog gives the impression that something unnatural has happened which gives the map a cool edge.

Just played it and it's pretty awesome. Lots of good spots for humans but nowhere that will be too secure. There's a great atmosphere as well which the fog really adds to.

4/10 was average until 2:10 then it really started to suck

Wow this is very good 9/10 Reminds me of the music in Spirited Away, particularly this song: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D-oox6Ee8eI

1/10 Eminem is terrible.

2/10 pretty awful

Just took the zombine for a spin and it's AWESOME.

All made by me...

7/10 pretty cool http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v_TOnXilfx8

My entry

Sweet.

Yer it's late but it retains it's awesomeness...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y8bKuJQnbZA Me climbing a tree Artistic camera work I think

Sweet you set one up EmRa. I'm in.

Can we bring back the old Gmod posing contest we used to have. They were great fun...

I shall contribute one of my own pics. This would make a pwnsome zs map...

I could've sworn this thread was called "Fapping reference pictures"

10000+ Bumping so that Deluvas can see this...! Humans should rarely win. Fuck balanced teams Yeah, It should be like that! This. Back when I was modding I came to the same conclusion. If humans win, you have a whole lot of stressed players that played zombie. If zombies win, everybody had fun. You should make it far from easy to survive, and also make it very rare that players achieve the best weapons every round. Yes Yes Yes! At the moment pretty much every round at least 5 people end up with a shotgun and humans have guaranteed victory. There needs to be fewer ways for humans to get health. Also, maybe the assist system ought to be removed. At the moment you get at least one point if you pretty much shoot a zombie once...

Can you stop posting pictures then, at least until I get a better umbrella? Good idea. Dunno about the sig, just found it on the net. I hope it is. Looks real. It's a rubber bullet gun for crowd dispersion.

Wow looks cool.