Man oh man I've been there and got the t-shirt, so I know exactly what its like. I did the same thing of trying to please everyone to quickly and do to much in one go. My first term of zs developer drove all the regs away and emptied the sub forum. I stripped the server right down and started again. I spoke with admins what the main concerns were, and how important they were and did small little updates week after week. Its only now 5 weeks later that the server has recovered. So I think you need to chill out on your own for a few days and collect some thoughts. Remember simplicity and small details is what makes something standout. Even a simple colour could make the whole server feel different. Hope this advice helps.