When you have depression It's impossible to think about what you like doing. It just crushes you, it's almost like a physical weight. Personally I find listening to really depressive music helps me alot. It makes me more outwardly miserable....sort of extracts the depression so it's easier to deal with. That is true. But I think my depression is build-in the ADD pack. It is not really depressions like normal, but (as, I think, is usual with ADD) the depressions come and go. Usually they only stay for a week or so. It is true what you say, Crowbar, as much as I would convince myself that I better have fun instead of acting all poor and sad now, I can't when I'm depressed. Also, in fact, I have nothing to be so depressed about. I don't hate living but I hate myself. (<-- That line is from one of the raps I made... yeah, sometimes, when I think I'm going crazy at 4 AM in bed, I grab my exercise book and write a rap about how I feel... pretty dumb, I know). That shouldn't be the problem. I am always on the computer for a long time, then switch to the TV screen to play on the Nintendo Revolution, then when I go to bed I pick up my GameBoy Color and play Pokémon Puzzle League. EDIT: Pray, I thank thee for thy reactions.