BlueYoshi97

So how long does it take to make such a picture? Plus, please keep making these topics. Because these do deserve a thread, in my opinion.

Like dropping them from a great height onto a hill with corpses ? And that belongs to the maniacal side of the human. I mean if you punish kids physically, they can get scared of you in the worst case, but it's violence too.

I hope you have a good time there!

Hitting children is the barbaric side of the human. There are other ways of punishment.

Okay. The first time I got it was kinda scary, I never heared of it before and I don't know what causes it.. Thank you. I am not going to try that finger-part though, except when all else fails maybe. Thanks, I do read a book usually (for too long ). So um... yo? I don't want to go sounding all dramatical here, but I really appreciate all these helpful commments... it really helps a lot, just the fact that you guys post here...

Good luck!

There is also "flourish" and "town" in there, it seems. It's really nice music.

I must say this topic is rather http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yunSRfnsVck , though. The trollfobia on this forum is contagious.

When you have depression It's impossible to think about what you like doing. It just crushes you, it's almost like a physical weight. Personally I find listening to really depressive music helps me alot. It makes me more outwardly miserable....sort of extracts the depression so it's easier to deal with. That is true. But I think my depression is build-in the ADD pack. It is not really depressions like normal, but (as, I think, is usual with ADD) the depressions come and go. Usually they only stay for a week or so. It is true what you say, Crowbar, as much as I would convince myself that I better have fun instead of acting all poor and sad now, I can't when I'm depressed. Also, in fact, I have nothing to be so depressed about. I don't hate living but I hate myself. (<-- That line is from one of the raps I made... yeah, sometimes, when I think I'm going crazy at 4 AM in bed, I grab my exercise book and write a rap about how I feel... pretty dumb, I know). That shouldn't be the problem. I am always on the computer for a long time, then switch to the TV screen to play on the Nintendo Revolution, then when I go to bed I pick up my GameBoy Color and play Pokémon Puzzle League. EDIT: Pray, I thank thee for thy reactions.

I think you have problems, man. I don't understand it. Would you like to explain to me, why do you think it is more fun to hack then just to play? Of course, if you find hacking more fun than playing, go ahead. Just don't expect us to be nice to you then, especially if you start braggin' an' boastin' about how many servers you have destroyed. It may sound sad, but it is a fact that no one is going to believe you. I am completely sorry.

I have never done GMod, but I guess you guys are really creative with it.

Don't be so bad. I think he likes you.

Aaaah, Ywa? W-w-what are you saying!!!? This will be the end of the servers! We're finished! We're done for! We will be laughed at! We will be spit upon! You have provoked an hacking-attack! Oh, whatever should we do? ;-( Offtopic: This forum is missing proper crying smilies emoticons.

I think I didn't explain that feeling right. I can still have fun, fun means everything to me. Because there is only one life, so may as well pack it with fun till you're gone. I just never really feel comfortable. And sudden negative thoughts are always there to limit the happy thoughts. Ritalin might play a part in this too (I mean it might explain why I feel so much more active at night time). Thank you again for your post. I appreciate it that you help me, and that it is hard because I can't explain my feelings right, I don't even understand it myself. But what do you mean about the chess? I mean it's like this: I go to the psychologist, he asks me if something happened the past week that I want to talk about, I say "no", he asks do you still want to do something, I say "okay; chess (or another game)" and after that we call it a day. I know you all think why I go there if I don't want to talk. I never talk.

Peace easy. There are more fun things in life than hacking, you know?

They are with 'priscription', yeah. @ Bloated Float: I don't know. Never really thought about it. I may be schizophrenic... @ NPhect: That would only help in combination with a 40 and a blunt. I'm not starting that. I go to a psychologist every week. I play chess there, and basically waste both our times. But when this doesn't stop, I guess I'll have to tell him... Thank you all so much for the reactions.

My mother knows about that I have nightmares and panic attacks, yeah. All others, no. I am secretly hoping all other things are just illusions I can't help.

So um..... lately.... um, it's kinda hard.. I can't sleep at night, I even take sleeping pills but every single night I'm going crazy... For the past week I have been going to bed at around twelve o'clock, and fell asleep at around 4 AM or later. But I don't even feel tired of sleeping only 3 or 4 hours every night... I'm a bit paranoid, I can't stand the silence and dark. I don't know why. I start to feel lonely in a way, keep getting crazy thoughts in my mind, plus I'm scared of burglars (but not that bad, I can tell myself that they aren't there). Also, I keep having nightmares. I keep having a lot at one night, I think I also wake up a few times during my sleep. The nightmares also confuse me because sometimes they are realistic and then I can't tell dream from reality. Thirdly, I have panic attacks. I really don't understand those. But it makes me being scared even more. I'm also really afraid of dying, things going bad, keep having negative thoughts in my mind which I physically shake my head to, but I have had these for way longer. There is more to this phenomenon as well... my mind prevents me to do anything. It's hard to feel happy... it's like I forbid myself to be happy. I also have more and more periods of depression. But these are things, I think are normal to someone who is autistic and has ADD... But I'm wondering... what's happening? I feel like I'm trapped in my mind, that I can't just live a normal life. This topic may seem kinda useless but... I wonder if it helps. Am I going crazy? Or does this happen to everyone? Will all this end after a while? Am I just exagerating and malingering? Do you know how to stop it? I do not wish to disturb you guys on your daily basis.

I agree with you... but I think it won't work anyway. The average Spanish/Russian won't start talking English just because that rule is suddenly there, because they aren't as good in it as most of us...

She looks like a cool turtle.. happy birthday Henry.

Cool, I have been to Gothenburg in Sweden...

I would love to join you, but sadly, I am not a good player, especially not when it comes to winning as a team.

Just because I think its lame doesnt mean its bullshit. The movie is just some random gameplay that is not interesting to watch. go to ur dutch forums and stop spamming posts : ) or there will be problems Nay.... I must say Heinix, it would be better if you not just post "Lame" but also give arguments in it about why it is lame.... if you do just that, I hope people will stop complaining about you....

I am sure that she will rest in peace, and her soul will still visit you often, giving you mental support in thanks of all the fun times you gave her (plus the food, probably).

Good luck. It is a nice application, I hope that you will become active on the forums and IRC.