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My mind is playing tricks on me (Psychosis??)
BlueYoshi97 replied to BlueYoshi97's topic in Safehouse
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My mind is playing tricks on me (Psychosis??)
BlueYoshi97 replied to BlueYoshi97's topic in Safehouse
I have PDD-NOS, and ADD. In real life, usually I don't talk, which is why I prefer being on communities online. On the internet, I can be who I wanna be (same with games). Turning off the screen and going outside will just make me superbored and sad. I live with my mother and brother and they both are autistic, different though. Basically, nothing is normal here. I feel lonely, but when I'm in a group of people I get jealous and want to leave again. Of course, this is not something you guys can help me with. But I say this, because in this post alone, is more dialog than I said out loud this whole day. Meaning Left4Green is the only place I feel comfortable with saying this. So just remember sometimes I talk about myself too much in my posts, it's not to show off or anything. Pfew. This is done. Thank you guys! This feels better. And the paranoia thing, I just pretend that never happened. -
My mind is playing tricks on me (Psychosis??)
BlueYoshi97 replied to BlueYoshi97's topic in Safehouse
Everything I said in this topic is serious. I haven't told anyone that really know me about this, not even my mother. I am ashamed and afraid making a bigger deal out of this, only makes it worse. I have those urges ya, useless and annoying. I'm always worrying about loosing something as well. Maybe you're right. I fall asleep after 3 AM every night and wake up at 8, so the tiredness may cause illusions. Perhaps the cat thing. Thanks for helping. I wish I never found out I'm a psycho, that was the time everything changed... -
My mind is playing tricks on me (Psychosis??)
BlueYoshi97 replied to BlueYoshi97's topic in Safehouse
Could I bump this? I'm really suffering from paranoia today, and I am seeing things of which I can't tell if they are real are not. Today I was walking and getting completely paranoid and I didn't know why, and then there was a really weird man on the bridge that fell of his bike and went really mad and attempting to kill me by throwing vegetables at me, and I ran away and when I looked back, I saw him at the end of the street on his bike, and when I looked back again he was talking to a car and then he was chasing me again. Soon after he suddenly disappeared. It is shocking but I'm really afraid this was not close to reality, yet it seemed to fucking real. I just don't know anymore, how could I just go crazy like that. I'm beyond sense, I didn't take Acid, by the way. I know you people aren't the right ones to help me with this but... I don't know. Maybe, maybe someone of you has ever had the same, maybe this is just normal? Does anyone of you have been in something like this? ;-( -
Whatever must I do to unfuck myself up?
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was trying to post another pic And how did you just edit this post, without there appearing a message that you edited it? Actually, nevermind. I better just pretend this never happened, or I might freak out. So, ontopic. I have the skin bug too that my character looks like a ghost. I have it immediately now as well. Sometimes it randomly appears after a few maps. Pourquoi?
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Am I tripping right now, or did you just somehow bump your own topic by editing it, and even scarier, editing your post 2 minutes before you posted it?
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Where the hell are you going? Thread is that way! Anyway, the last thing to do is going on websites like that at school. I don't even want that. I don't want to go to YouTube with everyone around, it's a waste of time because I can easily go home.
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Just below zero/10. Zero for the song, negative points for the telephone. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hl5zjAWYk6E This is my 1000th post. The forum I come from, this is a big celebration and I should make a speech about my whole history on Left4Green so far and all the great times I have here... sniff... for.. for so long! But, ignorant mortals like you won't read it!
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I'm not gonna tell you what I did in Norway for a month, you won't care. Only in front of the Kiwi this bus suddenly drived to us, 3 men came out, bought a lot of beer, and jetted. Someone identify this vehicle.
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Are you talking to me? I said I think it's a Nintendo Revolution ripoff, which will fail, because everyone who wants to move around while playing, already has a Nintendo Revolution.
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I really like your signature! Reactions are amusing. It seems that when people have better skills, they must be unable to see the beauty in the lesser things anymore. That's too bad. But useful to give good advice, I guess. Completely sorry that I'm in a philosofical mood today, that makes me say stupid things.
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Indeed, I think shootergames just get tiring after moving so much. It's just... I just find that these things just don't fit on Sony's and Microsoft's consoles. But I'm just saying things here. I don't know anything about those things, so I just imagine Nintendo-Revolution ripoffs. Even if I did, all we're discussing about is just a big betting shop of who is going to get right at the end.
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That is funny shit in general. Rather go to this topic. On a side related note, that is my topic. Has nothing to do with it!
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There is, but for different people. Which is why it's weird that Sony and Microsoft snatch Nintendo's career. All hardcore gamers who don't want to sweep and swap, are playing Sony and Microsoft. Their mothers and sisters and cats are playing on the Nintendo Revolution. Tadaa, divided. But many hardcore gamers just don't want to do that, that's why they play Sony and Microsoft. And now S & M are doing movement-shit as well. While the people who want to play that, already have a Nintendo Revolution. THE END
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I find it really cool! Nice job, you and Pufulet! Also, I think Sneed must agree with "Randomness is the Key". As do we all.
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Drinking is lame. You don't miss out on anything.
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I agree with Chickennugget numero uno. With another reason that I will never get enough money.
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¡Ningunos Significados Individuales Pero...!
BlueYoshi97 replied to BlueYoshi97's topic in Multi Theft Auto
Maybe if there weren't a whole bunch of posts that compliments the bumps, the bumping may stop. Ironically, these Spanish people keep bumping, so telling them they are bumping is useless anyway, since they can't speak English, and tadaa! We're back ontopic again!