Been there done that, well not rlly like yes I have been depressed and bullied and have been in some fights etc. etc. but hey what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. "Life sucks, get over it" is one of my life visions, bad stuff will always happen and there is not a single thing you can do about it except trying to make the best of it. Go to places, meet new people, make new friends the end. I've had multiple people come to me saying they wanted to end them all, they're still all alive at this moment. lol this one sounds like you want to be depressive because (especially for guys) this will get you bullied like said before. self-mutilation? Seriously now, sounds like what we call emo's these days. No offense but this is not the right way. The other points after 5 are just mocking the thing. tl;dr 24/7 gaming for extreem happiness